How do you put 11 1/2 years in a box?

Moving out of my home has been very stressful, no one wants to have to do this. The hardest thing for me was having to tell my kids that we were no longer living in the same home that we had been for 11 1/2 years. I managed to bring myself to pack and get rid of our unwanted belongings.

In going through all our stuff I found things that we hadn't seen in over a year, it was like I had gone shopping! LOL! My favorite part was finding my children's little clothes,art work, and keepsakes, it brought up so many special memories.

Right now I don't know what is in store for me and my family. I will be staying with Paul for the mean time. Did I plan this, did I not see this coming? I could blame the economy, I could blame my husband, I couldn't even blame myself! But I feel blame is not in order. It's about looking forward to a new page in my life! I'm very excited! All my life I've had a plan of action, I usually plan my children's birthday parties months in advance, I love to do lists! This time I'm going with a new plan . . .GOD'S Plan, I have faith that he is leading me in the right direction. New dreams are in store for me! To God there is no timeline it is at his time, so I await!

Although I have experienced hard times, I feel so blessed! The cross that I have had to carry doesn't compare to that cross that Our Savior carried, for the forgiveness of our sins!

My dearest family and friends . . .thank you for your prayers and for those who have helped me along the way!